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Because......sometimes I feel like I shouldn't exist.
...sometimes I wonder if I ever deserved having you around me.
...sometimes I wish I didn't exist.
...sometimes, I wonder why you stopped me, inadvertently or not, every single one of those times.
...sometimes I want everyone, everyone to just leave me alone, instead of being around me just to tell me what a robotic arse and a psychopath I am.
...sometimes I wonder why I didn't ask you to stick around, and why you still did.
...sometimes I can't figure out what to do to stop being afraid that you'll just run away, like everyone else.
...I will always wonder how you don't mind that I love you.
what love is not.it was a s l o p p y first kiss where
my drunk lips fumbled against yours.
the dull thwack of my heart,
locked behind curved ribs
cleared my groggy brain,
clouded with lustful premonitions.
it was an e l e c t r i f y i n g first kiss where
you entwined your hands in my hair.
your mouth encompassed mine and
my breath became lost in the steady
of your chest.
it was a s h y first kiss where
i pulled away before you could explore.
your tongue grazed my teeth,
searching for a way past the ivory gates.
i dug my finger into the stubble along your jaw,
my nail lulling your carnal desires.
it was my first kiss with you.
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