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Because...

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...sometimes I feel like I shouldn't exist.

...sometimes I wonder if I ever deserved having you around me.

...sometimes I wish I didn't exist.

...sometimes, I wonder why you stopped me, inadvertently or not, every single one of those times.

...sometimes I want everyone, everyone to just leave me alone, instead of being around me just to tell me what a robotic arse and a psychopath I am.

...sometimes I wonder why I didn't ask you to stick around, and why you still did.

...sometimes I can't figure out what to do to stop being afraid that  you'll just run away, like everyone else.

...I will always wonder how you don't mind that I love you.

-SK
It's just a figment of my brain, but today was worth commemorating. :D
-SK
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This...I can't believe I haven't read it before. No one can really stand me, except for the really "nice" people...and it's so hard to be the one, out of all my friends, who isn't always that kind or that perfect or patient. And sometimes I have no clue why they stick around, but I'm just glad they do.

Anyway, this is lovely. I enjoy your writing, as ever.